Black and white photo of a young girl in a long dress standing outdoors.

I Just Called to Say I Love You

During a trip to Salzburg, Austria, I was wandering through a used book store when I came across a group of old postcards that had been sent to a girl named Anna Hermandinger. Since I don’t read German, the intimacy of the imagery was my only clue into who Anna might have been. Other, anonymous postcards in the pile seemed to suggest possibilities.

To my 21st century mind, casting a physical object into the postal service seemed a slow and precarious way of connecting with loved ones, which made the words each one carried that much more precious and urgent – like a message in a bottle. Yet, as I wrestled with modern technology overseas and out-of-network, I struggled to get my smartphone to do any better.

So I blended these postcards with my own attempts to reach out to loved ones during my trip. For protection, I nested my collection into a few discarded phonebooks, another casualty of the virtual age.

As our emails and texts accumulate in anonymous databases, it’s search engines and keywords that shape how future generations will see us. These algorithms excavate bits of our lives and reassemble some version of who we were, the way chance and physics once did to postcards in a used bookstore. How well could I understand anything about Anna Hermandinger? What remnants of me would survive the filters of technology and the journey of distance and time?

Black and white photo of a man sitting on a wooden bench outdoors.
Black and white photo of a man sitting on a wooden bench outdoors.
A wall covered with old newspaper pages and vintage postcards.
A wall covered with old newspaper pages and vintage postcards.
Vintage handwritten postcard with cursive script and postage stamp.
Vintage handwritten postcard with cursive script and postage stamp.
Old newspaper with a vintage photo and a handwritten note.
Old newspaper with a vintage photo and a handwritten note.
Black and white photo of a woman in a long dress standing indoors.
Black and white photo of a woman in a long dress standing indoors.
Vintage French postcard with handwritten message and address.
Vintage French postcard with handwritten message and address.
Old handwritten letters surrounded by two smartphones and a vintage newspaper.
Old handwritten letters surrounded by two smartphones and a vintage newspaper.
A smartphone screen showing a call log with missed and received calls.
A smartphone screen showing a call log with missed and received calls.
Vintage handwritten letter with elegant cursive script addressed to a recipient.
Vintage handwritten letter with elegant cursive script addressed to a recipient.
Screenshot of a phone call log showing multiple calls to a contact named Call.
Screenshot of a phone call log showing multiple calls to a contact named Call.
A vintage newspaper page featuring classified ads and an old photograph with annotations.
A vintage newspaper page featuring classified ads and an old photograph with annotations.
Vintage sepia photo of a family gathered indoors, surrounded by old newspaper clippings.
Vintage sepia photo of a family gathered indoors, surrounded by old newspaper clippings.
A woman sits in a chair holding a baby in a vintage living room.
A woman sits in a chair holding a baby in a vintage living room.
A vintage photo and handwritten note on a scrapbook page.
A vintage photo and handwritten note on a scrapbook page.
Vintage photo of a woman in a long skirt with handwritten text below.
Vintage photo of a woman in a long skirt with handwritten text below.
Black and white photo of a young girl in a long dress in a garden.
Black and white photo of a young girl in a long dress in a garden.
An open book showing a detailed timeline with a black and white photo inserted.
An open book showing a detailed timeline with a black and white photo inserted.
A vintage postcard with handwritten text and an old photograph of a street scene.
A vintage postcard with handwritten text and an old photograph of a street scene.
Vintage photo of people dining outdoors around a table.
Vintage photo of people dining outdoors around a table.
Handwritten journal pages with a photo of children playing outdoors.
Handwritten journal pages with a photo of children playing outdoors.
A vintage photo of seven people posing by a lake under tree branches.
A vintage photo of seven people posing by a lake under tree branches.